RESPECT

So it finally hit me tonight that as much as I hoped and prayed. I don't get the respect I deserve and you know what that just doesn't fly with me there are a lot of things I can handle. Cracking jokes about how I talk, look, or even the fact that I had cancer but if I don't get some respect from that too well then I don't know if I can help people anymore Now I like to say "Life sucks get a helmet" but when even that doesn't work well then we have some problems. I mean I spend a LOT of time with Friends/Family listening helping and give the best advice I can but when it's the others turn some don't want to and that’s what hurts I have helped many people whether they want to relies it or not I don't care all I want is my respect Just a Thank You, Sorry, Hope You have A Nice One Something that’s I want that’s All I need I don't mean this as a threat but I'm tired of ALWAYS(name a time I was mean and I will unbold that always) being the nice guy and never getting the respect I feel I should get. I'll just go back to the ways I use to be and just care about me, and trust me when I say doing that make my life simpler, not only do I like helping people but It makes Me feel better about myself and sometimes it's just not worth it to have to be helping someone else and getting nothing out of it

So that’s all I have to say let me know what you think, feel and have to say about this I'm all ears for now

One Love~

JJ